In the right place

I have prepared a place for you

says the Lord, a place that is for you,

and only you to fill.

Approach my table,

asking first that you might serve.

Look even for the lowest tasks.

Then, the work of service done,

you may look for your own place at the table.

But do not seek the most important seat

which may be reserved for someone else.

In the place of My appointing will be

your joy.

Lord, show me the right seat;

find me the fitting task;

give me the willing heart.

(Words from the Hild Liturgy from the Northumbria Community)

God, as I wrestle with your call

in this time and place

give me humility

Humility to lay aside

all that I think I know 

and have learned

in years of service

Humility to see what it is

that you are revealing 

in this season

Humility to take up my place

as a novice

willing to learn new things.

God, as I wrestle with your call

in this day and hour

give me grace

Grace to listen to wisdom

that comes from unlikely sources

Grace to acknowledge

and amplify others

Grace to grow

in reliance on you.

God, as I wrestle with your call

in this wilderness season

give me courage

Courage to be reshaped by you

Courage to be redirected

Courage simply to be

God, as I wrestle with your call

in darkness 

and in light

may humility, grace and courage

be travelling companions

that lead me

to your healing presence

and the gift

of a seat 

at your table.

where your joy awaits.